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lol, what are you hiding from? Why is it that when people tell the truth about u, call u out on shit, you either a) runaway from the problem b) deny there is a problem c)make everyone think youre right
you are a gay, fake, poserific loser. have fun with youre life kid.
watch your back.
John
PS.
IF YOU DONT CARE THEN Y ARE U REaDING MY JOURNAL!
fucker
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[18 Apr 2005|04:03am] |
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Courtesy Matt Pollit http://photofights.com
If i had these bullets, all of you would be dead
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[17 Apr 2005|02:08pm] |
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You are one fake ass poser mother fucker. Ya know that? You live your life based upon things that never happened. You tell people things you never do. You take things other people say. You live your life as if you are in a song and you live by lyrics. Stop being so mother fucking fake. Grow up. LIFE IS NOT A SONG. IT IS NOT A GAME. there are no takebacks, do overs or extra lives. You are gona get killed and im gonna laugh. Im gonna laugh because i fuckin told you so. You lost a few good friends, i told you so. You suck at singing even thouigh youi think youre awesome, i told you so. You are a faggot, i told you so. You suck at guitar, relationships, surfing, and life........i told you so
get a grip, killyourself. do something. but dont stay the same. You never changed like you think you did. you just changed the look. you are still the same, a punkass little kid who lives by his own rules and standards. FUCK you kid.
John
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[11 Apr 2005|01:58am] |
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Well. As my week comes to a close, so shall my life. My week was going great. I was goin to class, being productive, u know, things i dont normally do. Everything was goin grrrrrreat. I had orientation for my job on saturday, that was cool. but yea. I just found out like 2 days ago that one of my moms (my moms life partner, Dunkin) is dying. Her heart failed and she had a heart attack. She had 3 options, get a new heart (but she cant cuz she has diabetes and she wont be eligble), get quintuple bypass surgery (replacing 5 arteries in the heart at once, relitavely impossible, a procedure that is 99% unsuccessful) or to go home with pain killers and wait to die. This is horrible. i should be in westpalm right now by her side and helping my Mom get through this. I hope Dunkin gets the surgery and its a success but its most likely not gonna happen so im preparing for the worst. but just as things couldnt get any worse, my gf breaks up with me. Fuckin shitty. Just what i needed right?
well, yea ive got a big couple of weeks comin up. Between exams, my job, my mom and my ex gf, i think this month is gonna be jam packed with excitement.....or not.
yea
peace
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| Bickety Bam Bitches!!!!! |
[08 Apr 2005|04:24pm] |
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Im so fuckin happety. I got a new bong 2 days ago and its B-E-A-utiful. Her name is excalibur. yea
so
doing better in school. fuckin rockin english with an A. Eco and Soc i have like Bs or Cs in. whatever, im doin better. START at outback tomorrow. Woo Hoo. yea. things are goin great.
peace
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got the job at outback
long story
cramming, 3 tests and a paper in 2 days
FUCKETY FUCK FUCK FUCK
peace
john
ps
ill update later
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| and into the abyss we go |
[08 Mar 2005|12:19am] |
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Life is a mother fuckin bitch. Im so pissed i didnt get the job at Outback. ok, so heres what happens. I go in for 2 interviews, they go perfectly. Both managers love me and they were having me sign the paper work to work there. I got a shirt and everything, then the owner manager lady says to the other manager "did you give him the FOH test?" well. the FOH (front of house) test is this gay ass personality choice. 1-4 1 being no and 4 being yes. and well yea, i answered the test like i thought it should be answered and i failed it. she came back and said that because of the rules i cant be hired because i failed the personality test. i was so pissed. so yea. i didnt get that job.
Nothing much has happened since then, i think i did that on thursday?. yea, so today i went to payless and i might get a job there. woo hoo. On the flip side, school is kinda going well and im finally being active and shit. so yea. ill update as often as possible.
Im goin to the NFG show in friday with Michelle (i dont know why) but yea, so if you are going, let me know.
later
ps.
-=RANT=-
Im so fucking sick of cycles. My entire life is a fuicking cycle. i wake up, smoke, go to class, take notes, get out, smoke, go home, do HW, smoke, chill with friends, smoke, eat lunch/dinner, smoke, go home, smoke, blah. orlando sucks me as far as things to do during the weekday. The weeknds are partyful but i hate weekdays, so boring
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[02 Mar 2005|10:50am] |
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This is perhaps the funniest thing i have ever seen. I go in for
my job interview thingys today. i get interviewed by the owner
and by a manager. I hope all goes well. In other news,
ummmm, i really dont have any. thats it for now, maybe ill think
of something that i forgot. i usually forget thigns because i
have a short memory span.
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| i am jack's complete lack of suprise |
[28 Feb 2005|05:29pm] |
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Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo everyone. Hope y'all have had a few enjoyable weekends as i have. im doing better in school now. I catch myself going to the library to study or doing homework ONTIME for once. Its pretty cool. I got a job today w0o h0o. im so fucking happy. im workin at outback. once again.....WOO HOO!. ok, so, im pretty bogged down lately as far as school goes. after tomorrow i should be home free for the weekend except for a paper i got due on thursday. lookin like a pretty good week ahead and a even better month. Happy March
Laaaaaaaaaaaaater
John
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[16 Feb 2005|04:03pm] |
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yoyoyoyoyoyo. whats goin on everbody. my LJ broke for a few days so if you didnt wanna go look at it cuz it was ugly or dumb lookin, i understand. ANYWAYS, lets go onwith the weekend. i went down to west palm for the weekend. 1st time in like a month. it was fun, chilled with greg and OP the weekend. i got my car semi fixed, gotta go back for more repairs this weekend. ummm, blue berry krip :-D ummm, yea, called massive ammounts of people this weekend and nobody caled me back, thats gay. you guys suck. other than that, i had a macro test today and i got nothin planned for the week.
later
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SouNSS! yea fOR SOUNDS |
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IM WASTED
WO)O HO FOR BEn WASDTRED!@
YEA!
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| My LJ is broken |
[10 Feb 2005|10:49pm] |
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somehow my LJ fucked up to default. if you can help me fix it, PLEASE COMMENT AN LET ME KNOW!@
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[10 Feb 2005|01:45pm] |
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I cant seem to remember anything. Ill tell myself to so something then like 2 seconds later ill forget about it. Ugh, the long term affects of drugs. I seem to forget meeting people, its like everyone in my life has been there and i dont know where they came from lol. i cant remember jack shit from any acpect other than maybe the past year. its a bitch.
anyways, school is goin go0od, i finally got shit on track. i go to class everyday and usually stay most of the time. do homework and i go to the library to study. goddamnit, im actually a student now lol
anyways, i should be coming to west palm/boynton this weekend. so yea, HOLLA! (holla, wtf?)
Later,
John
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| if you had anymore to say... |
[09 Feb 2005|03:12am] |
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i'd choke on your deciet and drown in your lies.
good riddance to bad rubbish.
That is it ladies and gentlemen. Today, WITHOUT A DOUBT, UNEQUIVIBALLY, i have gotten rid of rebecca j. ramesey. fuck her and her stupid bullshit motherfuckin DRAMA! i feel refreshed, i am going to go pass out because i have had a HUGE night of drinking, but that still doesnt change the fact that I AM FINALLY OUT OF THE SPIDERWEB.
slut
John
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[09 Feb 2005|02:39am] |
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slut.
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| WOO HOO GO PATRIOTS |
[07 Feb 2005|12:19pm] |
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awesome. the patriots won. i passed out at about 1/2 way through the 3rd quarter on account of the fact that i was drinking since 2 and i was playing drinking games all through the superbowl. i was wrecked. woke up at 12 and went home. WOo0o0o0 Ho0o0o0o Go PaTrIoTs. on a second note
laaaaater
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[06 Feb 2005|02:04pm] |
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HOR - A nEw NiGhTmArE |
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lay down your armor
Just gimmie somethin' baby
the sound of your high heels
is like a thousand broken records
the patterns on your dress
are like a thousand painted tremors
us caged birds sing
us caged birds sing the songs we know
and getting drunk is my job
it numbs my sincerity
take some pictures, they'll last longer
take some for posterity
aw baby, cmon!
just gimmie somethin to tell my friends
just gimmie somethin to brag about
just gimmie something to hold against you
just gimmie reasons to call you out
us caged birds sing
us caged birds sing the songs we know
and eating fish won't make you smarter
we're in your homes, we're with your daughters.
lay down your armor
just give me something
love this song.HOR is the greatest band ever except they RUINED a new nightmare, but thats besides the point. Last night, i got totally hammered and was back home by like 2:30. as im going to sleep, my roomate Alex bursts into the lving room with all kinds of noise. i get dressed and go out to see whats goin on and there was a party at our house at 3AM. a few of his frat brothers, a few pledges and likl,e 7 girls were there. it was pimptastic. today i am going to get completely wreckd at the superbowl party at yannis. hopefully ill be comprehensive enough to stumble backto my house. no drinking and driving unless under the infulence of another substance. :-D
laaaaaaaater
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[05 Feb 2005|09:04pm] |
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have fun with the xbox and i hope everything goes well for you. I'm done with the childish bullshit
This is the last thing i am going to say about this at all, (unless of course i find the need to do otherwise)
lol, thats the funny thing, ITS NOT ABOUT THE FUCKING X-BOX!
its about you man. its always been about you man. think about it bro. you fuck people over with out even a second thought, your BEST FRIEND bro, multiple times. you hurt your mom and everyone around you and u still thought nothing of it. look, i understand, youre eric, you feel the need to get away from shit and think at times, but that still has nothing to do with the fact that you hurt people. dude, its never been just about the fact that you jacked my gcube or fucked my ex gf or whatveer you have done to me over the years, its just been the fact htat you did it without thinking you were wrong. without expecting any repurcussions. THEN, you threaten me, multiple times, like everyday, lol. you always ran your mouith, TO EVERYONE, but youi never backed it up. that bothered me too. u were/are (i dont know if you are anymore) a cocky little shit who needed to be put in his place. i should have rightfully kicked your ass years ago, but i didnt. because im better than that, as are you. so look man, the feud, over. u & me, i dont really care at this point. although i should never talk to your fuckin ass again, i still am. that should show you something. so if you honestly....honestly, grew the fuck up, changed your attitude AND throw me an over apology, we can be friends. if not, fuck u :-p
John
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| Things arent always how they seem |
[05 Feb 2005|07:34am] |
Everything was going well, at least i thought. i got the wrong damn messages. that sucks
oh well, on to another one
ps 7:35 AM and i havent gone to sleep but im weasted and jsut now getin home
LATER
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